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........, what could this possibly mean? I got nothing of signifigance to write about or i have so many things to write about i don't even know where to start? Well let's give this a shot, it might or might not work.

Well have you caught the new hindi movie KANK (Khabhi Alvida Na Kehna)? Well i haven't, only God knows when i'll catch it. Anyhow i heard it is a thought provoking film, it questions the institution of marriage? But honestly i wonder how much does it question? Does it question marriage or the idea of love? Can we truly love only one person in our lifetime? Well i might have to watch this film to get rid of any misconceptions i have been fed with by the tonnes of people who have watched it.

September 1st, is marked as Teacher's Day here in Singapore, my question is why just this one day? Why do we make a special day for Teachers? Isn't everyday teacher's day? Ask any teacher, (well maybe not all would subscribe to my ideals) the best gift they could ever receive is when their students understand something that is being taught, when the child's eye sparkles with joy, when a child thanks the teacher and all this can be acheived on any day, it doesn't need a special day. Food for thought this is for all of you in and out of the profession.

I miss my family, though they might think i have isolated myself away from them or have simply abanodned them. Truth is, i haven't, i am trying to find my feet, for so long everyone especially one person in particular has been saying that i am not independent, that i need my family to help me over the smallest of probelms. Well me staying so far away from the family isn't something i truly enjoy, i miss them tremendously, but i guess my pride will not allow me to say this to them. You might ask what pride when it comes to loved ones? I too have been asking myself this question, what Pride? I don't konw if my family knows that i love and adore them tremendously, maybe i should go back, move back to my sanctuary, where i face minimal problems? I don't know, i'll have to think about this for sometime before i can make a decision.

Wow now, i intended to leave it at this..... but seems i have typed out more than just a few dots across my screen. Well I'll be back to read this some time and maybe then i'll have a clearer picture about the series of events.

In the meantime get drunk on life, for life is the best intoxicant.

Mocha