Where has Life Brought Me?

I had everything going for me, the vocation i chose for myself, a supportive family and the love of a few good friends. One error, one moment of not having followed my instincts, and everything came crashing in a matter of hours, and it less than 2 weeks, all that is left are the painful remains of a shattered life together with my dreams and aispirations.

Today as i sit here, pouring my thoughts and emotions onto this blog, i realise nothing i am going to say is going to be making much sense, exactly the way my life seems to be at this point, everything is a great big fog, the road ahead doesn't look clear, in such cases motorists would stop for a tea break. Alas i do not have the luxury of a tea break, if i plod not this foggy road, i would not come out of this stagnant rut. That one moment of insanity, has left nothing on my plate except for a Big O.

How ironical, life is a Big O, aimlessly we go round in circles until we find a reason to live and change our course, funnily enough i was on a straight road when suddenly i decided to bring life back to where it started a BIG O. I know not to smile or frown at this insanity, for some tell me everything that happens, happens for the best, honestly right now i can't see any good in this situation, every turn i make i am met with a dead end. What is it that i exactly need to get out of this circular road? Am i steering the wheel of life rather clumsily?

In all this haze, i have however come to realise some very important things in life, I have come to realise who my real friends are, i have come to understand that no matter what happens, my Father and some other family members would never desert or abandon me, they may be angry with me, but they will never give up on me. For this i thank the Lord above for having blessed me with such wonderful people in my life. :) For this one thing, i shall smile through the haze and plod along this foggy road, for i know the people around me will not let me fall. :)

A line from a hindi song, "Raat ke baad hi saverah hota hai." English translation: "After the night's gone, we shall see the morning sun." :)

Till the next entry, sip on some wine and bask in the darkness of the night for the morning sun is not to far behind. Come seek me oh glorious sun. :)

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